=.= reason cuz my comment got to long...
God dammit! Devon do you ever here yourself, Suicide doesn't solve a damn thing! There are alot of fucking people who care about you, I am one of them okay? Your not the only damn person whos gone through enough shit in there life to come into school everyday and try there best to hide how much pain she is in! It may not be physical pain or verbal pain, but it sure is a hell of alot of pain to make me wanna break down and cry. I hate fighting with you, more than you know. I love you to death your my bestest friend and theres NO WAY I would not want to be friends I couldn't believe you would say that. You mean more to me than food means to Chouji (or alec and holy put together...) I understand that we both have been keeping ALOT from each other since day 1, someday we should really sit down and talk about it..or maybe type because its alot easier to explain when im not under pressure, and you have helped me with that. Before I met you I was extreamly shy and kept to myself most of the time. You toughened me up, not like hardcore training or anything but little by little and I understand that you want to help me alittle more but im still little (=.= hate...using...that..word..) and I don't mean age wise i mean like personality wise. Heh, if anyones awkward its Orochi...(yeah im trying to make you laugh but i bet its not working) Its just when I get pissed the first thing that comes to my mind is loosing you. I could care less if I lost Courtney..again. Okay, Why do you think im ticked anyways? Im moving away from you and im not happy about it. At this point (AS you can tell so dont friggen yell at me) I cant control my emotions very well, my head hurts like hell right now because of how bad I wanna cry. Why do you HAVE to Devon if we just waited for the other to finish talking then maybe we could settle it easier.
Okay I know your gonna be pissed but I HAVE to bring it up: Yaoi.
Listen I know you hate it. I know you dont wanna talk about it. and I know you probably hate me for it. I. DONT. CARE. I still love it and you still hate it. If maybe once in a while you could just not yell at me for it and ignore it then I would be set. You offered to like yaoi and you said you would respect it last halloween. Whats the deal?! Just get over it!
Dont hate me for what I like. I havent done that to you. Oh and the whole PMS thing? Joke it was just a joke Devon did you not see me smiling the whole time?- oh! Up untill you made it worse. I know Right at this moment you hate my guts.
Im stubborn as hell...
Your stubborn as hell...
That doesnt mix but some how we have made it this far, and im glad we did because if I lost you I wouldn't be the same.
One more thing before I get all sappy on you.
you know when you talk about how Chels had a crush on me and you said Girls likeing girls is gross or wrong. It hurt. It hurt really bad, Devi. Why would you say that to someone who is Bi? Is that why you have some much negative energy towards me?! Cuz your afraid Im gonna like rape you or something?! If it is let me know okay?
Your my best friend, Nothing will change that on my part. If you dont want to be friends anymore, tell me. You mentioned it today so just tell me and I can make the change for you. On my part you'll still be B.F.F.A.E nummba 1 Devi-chan.
So I hope im still Ari-chan?
~Ariele